Friday, January 31, 2014

Faith's Power...


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Faith does not operate
 in the realm of the possible.
 
 There is no glory
for God
in that
which is humanly possible.
 
Faith begins where man's power ends.
George Mueller
 
 
 

Thursday, January 30, 2014

Thanksgiving on Thursday...




Sometimes  you think the things you do 
count not at all...
You go along and play your song on
 faulty strings,
While other people do great deeds and
 shun the small,
Release your fears, 
God sees and hears 
the little things.

You wear a smile,
 extend your hand
Speak words to 
show you understand,
And thus you tell
 the world that 
hope eternal springs,
No greater deeds can e'er be done here in this land,
And all the while the Savior smiles 
on little things.

The rivers, 
running 
deep and wide,
 from shore to shore,

Tho now they dart, they got their start from gentle springs;
So is it true, and it must be forevermore,
The souls that grow in Spirit know the little things.

A man once climbed a wayside tree, the story goes;
It wasn't much, but it did touch the King of kings,
And as you climb to greater heights the Savior knows,
You'll find your place and grow in grace with little things...


This song has been a real blessing in my life for many years.
Today I find myself being really grateful for 
oh, so many little things that have been 
a real blessing to me recently...

a birthday filled with so many well wishers
and little but special moments
that it ended up being one of the best birthday
celebrations I have ever experienced!well 

a family visit the night before
to our little
frozen yogurt shop,
Hoopla!
...
a letter from my daughter
(a huge blessing for this mama who 
struggled with motherhood and in early days,
the fear that my children would not
be close to me)
...

a special lunch at my favorite 
with a very special young lady
(thank you, Kristina)
...
so many well-wishers 
who
took time from their
busy days
to acknowledge life
and wish blessing upon me
...

a beautiful card from my husband
(and an all fridge to store my 
wonderful supply of fruit and veggies)
His prayer of thanks and blessing
 over me at supper
was like icing on cake!

~~~
Other little things as well...
a daughter who put the
smoothie fixings away this morning
on  her own even tho it wasn't 
her turn to do the dishes...
...
a visit with a new friend
where we shared much on
the things of eternal value
...
a bouquet of flowers
delivered to my door
from a friend from afar
'just because'
...
hubby who left the space heater
on in the bathroom one nite
when I was later coming 
to bed than he was...
(this old house is hard to heat!)
...
new paint on the bathroom walls,
thanks to husband and children's
efforts.
...
a clean and organized home
thanks to my wonderful
Kristina
and my daughters who
all work very  hard to
help me keep our home.
...
a tent house with the boy 
the other day,
in which he went out of his way
to be a gentleman and
prepare a comfy seat
for me to sit...
complete with my Bible, journal and pens
which I usually use during school with him.
What a man!
...

Jar of Hearts

Little things...
I know that I shared about little things
the other day,
but little things are just on my mind right now,
so I hope you bear with me here!
(I am OLD now, or so I have been told!)

How special a little thing can be.
Go forth and do great things,
with little things...

Wednesday, January 29, 2014

Compelled...

"It is the man who knows firsthand what it is to walk
quietly, intimately, serenely
with Christ
whose life carries a special
compulsion."
W. Phillip Keller
"For the love of Christ constraineth us..."
2 Cor. 5:14

Tuesday, January 28, 2014

The Secret Place...

My family is currently working on memorizing Psalm 91 and I am being so blessed by it every time we share it together. It is a wonderful thing to dwell in that secret place while the world goes rushing by, and the waves rise above my little boat at times, looking very intimidating.

In this life, the enemy of our souls would have us to believe that we can be in control and win. But it is not so. In order to walk with God, we have to give up every ounce of control we have so that He can guide us and show us great and mighty things that we don't know.

In my experience, it is a far, far better thing to let go of the rope and step onto the old ship of Zion than it is to stay onto the dock holding onto the railing for dear life. It is a far, far better thing to walk with God than to stay stuck in unbelief, bitterness and rage against a God who seems to not know what He is doing.

I encourage us to walk by faith and not by sight. And I encourage us to passionately believe that God does all things well. And I encourage us to live unashamedly, unabashedly as His children, praising Him who does have all things in His control.

I am His child. Nothing and no one can take me from His hand.

Hallelujah!

by David Gibbs

Monday, January 27, 2014

Idols...

Berries in snow, 2010


An idol
of the
 mind
 is as
 offensive
 to God
 as an
idol of the hand.
A. W. Tozer

Saturday, January 25, 2014

In Psalms and Hymns...

Two-tone pine and snow

My uncle is dying.
This man has blessed me many times by his love of Jesus Christ. For years, he braved America to raise his children to love the Lord in simplicity and love of His people. After they were grown with homes of their own, he sacrificed much to go to Asia many times, taking the Word for eager hands to hold and hungry hearts to read. Over the years, he helped many young men to sacrifice their time to risk smuggling BIbles across communistic borders with a love for people who need the Lord. I wonder how many people are going to be in heaven because he gave his life to do this when he could have settled back in retirement and ease. But years before, he gave up his opportunity of big money to settle for the lesser traveled road of simple faith in Jesus Christ and a focus on eternity and the dying souls of men around the world.

I am blessed to call this man my uncle. I look forward to meeting him on the other side of things one day and worshiping Jesus face to face...and I am just a wee bit jealous that it appears he may get to go there soon.

My heart beats strongly with the conviction that I will live out my days, however many or few I am given, holding to His nail-scarred hand and doing the task His wisdom has assigned me...loving, and giving, and praying, and telling the Good News to whoever will hear me.

I love my uncle John, and ask that you will pray for him if you think about it...

 
 

Friday, January 24, 2014

The Prayer of Faith...

Snowy Sunset in Loxstedt

Faith has nothing to do with feelings or with impressions, with improbabilities or with outward experiences.
 
 If we desire to couple such things with faith,
then we are no longer resting on the Word of God, because faith needs nothing of the kind.
 
Faith rests on the naked Word of God. When we take Him at His Word, the heart is at peace.
 
George Mueller
 
What a testimony from a man whose life sure backed
up these words!
 
Read his story:
 
George Mueller
       1805-1898
 
       Among the greatest monuments of what can be accomplished through simple faith in God are the great orphanages covering thirteen acres of ground on Ashley Downs, Bristol, England. When God put it into the heart of George Muller to build these orphanages, he had only two shillings (50 cents) in his pocket. Without making his wants known to any man, but to God alone, over a million, four hundred thousand pounds ($7,000,000) were sent to him for the building and maintaining of these orphan homes. Near the time of Mr. Muller's death, there were five immense buildings of solid granite, capable of accommodating two thousand orphans. In all the years since the first orphans arrived the Lord had sent food in due time, so that they had never missed a meal for want of food.
      
       At the age of seventy, George Muller began to make great evangelistic tours. He traveled 200,000 miles, going around the world and preaching in many lands and in several different languages. He frequently spoke to as many as 4,500 or 5,000 persons. Three times he preached throughout the length and breadth of the United States. He continued his missionary or evangelistic tours until he was ninety years of age. He estimated that during these seventeen years of evangelistic work he addressed three million people. All his expenses were sent in answer to the prayer of faith.
 
" Be careful for nothing;
but in every thing by prayer and supplication
 with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God."
 
Phil. 4:6

Wednesday, January 22, 2014

Little Things...

Tree in silhouette, at sunset, near Rio Celeste
There
 are many of us
that are
willing
 to do great things for the Lord,
 but few of us are willing to do little things.
 

D. L. Moody

This fits well with thoughts I've been pondering
alot in recent days.
Little things...
menial work that seems to be
thankless and mundane at times.

*Housework.
*Teaching, yet again, an immature one
who needs to be reminded.
*Cooking yet another meal.
*Making sure the house stays uncluttered and tidy.
*Daughters folding Daddy's handkerchiefs the
way he likes them because Mama taught them how...
*Keeping laundry caught after, folded and put away.
*planning nutritious meals for the family
*listening to another story from the boy
with big dreams
*taking time out of any day
to hear the hearts of growing teens
with questions of life

Little things.
Perhaps without a vision beyond today
I miss opportunities to do them right for God.
And much to my sorrow,
I have regrets over missed opportunities.

BUT...
the beautiful thing is that
missed opportunities,
while not a perfect way to live,
can help us grow and be mindful of life,
living on purpose
with purpose
because God has a plan for
all these little things
to be used for His glory.

*Clean homes, tidy drawers and
laundry done create a comforting environment
for growing children, and hard working husbands...
They do not have to struggle thru
grime and filth to find a comfortable
place in their home.
*even the little, seemingly insignificant thing of
handkerchiefs folded the way he likes them
can be a blessing to him
to avoid distraction or having to struggle
against petty, little annoyances during
his hard labor of the day...
*taking the time to plan and prepare nutritious
meals for the family has its benefits in the long run,
promoting good health and lower medical expenses
*taking the time to listen when the children and
Farmer speak to me, hearing their hearts and
knowing how I can bless and encourage them

Little things,
and often seeming to be insignificant
and unnoticed perhaps.

Enjoy the little things in life because one day you will look back and realize they were the big thingsBUT God has called me to them
and so I bow my heart to do His bidding.

Because Jesus is who I follow.
And Jesus says that I am his family
if I do His will.


Little things...
but oh, so big if left undone.

Lord, let me be content to do the little things.
Some day I will look back and realize that
they are big things.

I pray that God will plant firmly in me every day
a continually growing vision of life and godliness
for generations that shall come after the ones
that I am living in and raising up...
that someday there could be thousands of
faithful ones because there was a mama
'way back when who cared enough
to come inside her house, close the door to
distractions and be content to live
simply and fully in her home...
who cared enough about God's design to
do what it took to learn at Jesus' feet
to be kind, loving, loyal, gentle and
in her place as a wife and mother.

I pray that I will not miss opportunities
because they consisted of
'only little things'.

Love and blessings,
Marcia


Tuesday, January 21, 2014

A Tribute to my Mother...


On the anniversary of my birth,
I pause to weep for a mother
I  never knew...
Having been placed for
adoption from
 the moment I was born, I was blessed with a home and godly influences in my life for which I am deeply grateful.
 
 But the older I become, the more I find myself contemplating on each birthday's eve,
 the mother  I never knew.
 
Quite possibly even now,
 at this hour,
38 years ago,
as the pains of birth ripped at her body, her heart was ripping into millions of pieces as she thought of the separation that was imminent. I weep for that mother, and I bless her wherever she is.
 
And if she walks this earth,
 I pray that she knows Jesus.
I pray that she knows how much He loves her
 and I pray that she knows that I am safe and happy.
 

If I never see that blessed woman on this earth,
 my heart beats high with the hope
that I will meet her in heaven
with the One who rescued me
from hell 
and died to give me a birth
 that gives me the privilege
 of being adopted twice in my lifetime.
 
God bless mothers everywhere who
 have had to, for many different reasons,
 place their babies in another's arms for
loving and safekeeping.

 
 
And God bless my mother for
giving me life,
and not ending it before I saw the light of day...
 
I desire to live my life fully,
 on purpose, with purpose, and for the purpose
 He created for me to fulfill
while I am waiting to go to my eternal Home.

 
 
 
God has written my story in a way
that only He can write it.
I have stained it in many places
 but I am so thankful
for His never-failing
love...
that sent Jesus to die for me
and to wash that story
white as the driven snow...
 
Like Paul, I say with deep conviction:
"...forgetting those things which are behind,
and reaching forward to those things that
are before,
I PRESS toward the mark...
in Christ Jesus."
 
One day my life will be over.
And time will be no more.
Oh, may I live it fully for Him.
 
Love and blessings,
Marcia

Monday, January 20, 2014

All of Him...

berries and snow

 
An infinite God
can give all of
 Himself
to each of
His children.
 
 
He does not
distribute
Himself
 that each may
have a part,
but to each one
 He gives all of
 Himself
as fully as if there
were no others.
 
A. W. Tozer
 



Friday, January 17, 2014

Increase My Faith...

Sunset
"If we desire our faith to be strengthened,
we should not shrink from opportunities where our faith may be tried,
and therefore, through trial, be strengthened."
 
George Mueller
 
 
My thoughts were running along the same lines as this quote this week
as I was faced with a situation that required my choosing
 to see beyond the unanswered why's
surrounding it.
 
I was put into a situation where I had
 to choose to lay aside
personal hurt and broken dreams for
the sake of showing Jesus to those who
seem very blind and decidedly
 closed to the real Truth
or to remain aloof and withdrawn
because in my flesh I just
had no desire to go into
that situation,
and possibly miss an opportunity
to show JESUS to someone.
 
I thought about how my heart has longed for
miracles in this situation
and that this
circumstance just well may be a
test of my faith
to see whether I am willing to
walk by faith and not
by sight,
whether I will choose to lay my own 'life'
down for the sake of extending
love and kindness
to others.
 
I am blessed to serve a God
 who has provided
a better way than the way of self
to live this life.
 
Being hands and feet for Jesus
requires me to give up all of
the 'me' that I am before
He came into my life.
 
It requires me to reach beyond
what personal needs and even
godly desires I have
for the sake of blessing those
who are not fulfilling their
God-designed place
in our lives.
 
It is possible, I think,
to grieve what breaks God's heart,
while at the same time reaching
palms stretched open to the
One who knows
the end from the beginning,
and choosing to lay down
what is not that should be.
By the power of our
precious Savior
this is possible.
 
May He receive all honor and glory.
And with the disciples, I say,
"Lord, increase my faith,"
all the while I honestly admit
that "the spirit indeed is
willing, but the flesh
is weak."
 
He is the Power.
I am the vessel.
He gives the Life.
I give Him my heart.
 

Thursday, January 16, 2014

Thanksgiving on Thursday...



This old world has things so staggeringly hard to understand at times.

Why there is disease from starvation and malnutrition and poor hygiene in one part of the world while another part is dying from the diseases of kings and queens caused from our feasting 21 times a week...

Why there are godly wives whose husbands refuse to bow completely to the Lord Jesus Christ...

Why there are parents who refuse to acknowledge Jesus Christ in their children/adult children...

Why there are people who refuse to appreciate one another in spite of their differences that are of no eternal consequence...

and on and on the list goes.

 There is the temptation to stay stuck in the confusion and heartache, looking at the waves of sorrow that come from gaps left by people who dropped the ball of responsibility or threw it improperly, or even the gaps that have come from my own 'dropping the ball' and the reaping that comes from it. The temptation comes to be blown about by the winds of contempt and cynicism that come when we look at people, circumstance and our own failures that we've repented of,  instead of trusting in the One who never changes and looking full in His wonderful face.

I was reading the other night during family Bible copying time, Psalm 31. What a treasure I found there:


white lilies
O love the LORD, all ye his saints:
for the LORD preserveth the faithful,
and plentifully rewardeth the proud doer.
 
Be of good courage,
and he shall strengthen your heart,
 all ye that hope in the LORD.
 
Psalm 31:23, 24
 
 
A deep thankfulness rises in my heart that I KNOW Him,
the one Who sees all things and who
takes care of all in due time...
both in rewarding the proud doer
PLENTIFULLY
(not that I hope this happens to anyone,
but it is good to know that God keeps
His Word and that we don't have to
avenge ourselves or even Him...)
and in preserving the faithful
(that confirms the Revelation promise
that it is possible to be an overcomer
by the blood of the Lamb).
 
I choose to stay on the side of the faithful.
And I come into my house,
shut the door against all the evil,
wickedness and sorrow outside,
and thank my God that
in the quietness of my own home
I can lift up a standard of holiness and faithfulness,
raising the flag of faith
saluting the Savior who lives.
 
 I am thankful to God today that
I don't have to know why, how or where...
I just have to know HIM.
 
I am thankful to know the One
who preserves the faithful.
 
Let's thank Him together today
and let Him keep our hearts soft
and pliable...
Let's keep our eyes looking upward
and not around us at the waves
on the Sea of Life...
 
 
 
 
 


Wednesday, January 15, 2014

Prayer for Our Loved Ones...



Have you prayed for someone close to you for a long, long time and seem to have no 'voice' with them when it comes to things of eternal value? That is tough, I know! As I was reading through an old journal recently, I found this prayer that I had copied from a book that really blessed me. (for anyone interested, the book is titled "Divine Intervention" by Mark Shaw. I found it to be a very good read, and not what you would expect from a modern book on addictions)

This prayer is so beautiful and I was blessed to be refreshed by it again (I had it hanging on my fridge for a long, long time til the paper got raggedy and worn):

 
heart texture
God of heaven and earth,
Who made the seas and the land
and everything in them,
I ask You
in Your mercy
to send Your faithful people
to accurately and passionately
share the good news of
Jesus Christ
and His salvation
freely offered to my loved one
(insert their name here).
 
Cause me to seize any and every
opportunity to share the
Gospel message
with him also.
 
I realize that apart from
real and personal
relationship with You,
through Jesus Christ,
there is no hope for
(loved one's name).
 
Amen
 
I have struggled lately with temptation that
what is the use praying, and believing...
I have faced the temptation of growing
a crust over my heart
and letting it get cynical and cold
as I look at the discouraging things...
 
BUT
I hold fast to His unchanging hand
and will not try to figure out the
stuff of life.
(walking by faith and not by sight...)
 
He sees the end from its beginning.
I do not.
 
I only know Him
who never changes.
 
Let's pray on, dear friends.
He holds the whole world
in His hands.

"I exhort therefore, that, first of all,
 supplications, prayers, intercessions, and giving of thanks,
be made for all men...
For this is good and acceptable
 in the sight of God our Saviour;
Who will have all men to be saved,
and to come unto the knowledge of the truth".
1 Tim 2:1, 3 & 4
 
Love and blessings,
Marcia



Monday, January 13, 2014

Above Average...

berry snow

 
Refuse
 to be average.
 
 Let
your
heart
soar
as high
 as it will.
 
A. W. Tozer
 
 
In one of my earlier days of walking with Jesus, I heard a sermon in which the pastor shared about some of his fellow citizens in the country of India who were puzzled about American missionaries who came to share Jesus with them. They said, "You make such extraordinary claims but live such ordinary lives". I pondered that many, many times and pray often that God will do what He must to lift me to each spot of higher ground that He needs me to be (being changed from glory to glory).
 
I have prayed that our children rising up will choose Him from a young age, living extraordinary lives even in their youth. One day as I was pondering this, it came to me that:
 
 it is no ordinary thing for our young people
 to choose Jesus Christ,
despite all the distractions
in this 'age of reasoning' we live in today.
 
It is no ordinary thing for daughters to rejoice in serving
in their father's house,
 and cheerfully put themselves under his headship
 for protection and direction,
in this day where women
have struggled long and hard
 to be free of that God-designed order.
 
it is no ordinary thing for sons
 to rise up and assume responsibility
at a young age,
 choosing to embrace their God-given design
to protect women, and to serve their families while
learning of Jesus...
 
it is no ordinary thing for young people to
embrace the true message of the Cross,
choosing to let Him change their hearts from
stony, selfish hearts
to hearts that are soft and pliable, willing to be
molded and conformed into the image of Christ
 
These are not ordinary things.
 These are things that come about
by extraordinary power that comes
 when a heart is yielded to
Jesus Christ.
 
I am encouraged that there is a
smattering of youth today
across the globe who are part of the
'few that find (the narrow way)'
and walk in it.
 
I am encouraged to see them
 rising up and serving
the God who made them
and the God whom they love.
 
My heart is greatly encouraged
and beats with a passion to support them
and teach them what He has shown me
so that they may be encouraged to continue
in the things they have begun with Him.
 
Pray for these our youth.
They face things that many of us
in our youth
have not had to even know.
 
And my heart says
"Come dear Lord Jesus...
Come and take us Home to You
soon."
 
 


Thursday, January 2, 2014

Thanksgiving on Thursday...

Well, I missed last week's Thanksgiving post but here it is, one week later...and I am almost missing posting it today!

I am so blessed with the answer of a friend who was publicly praised for liking something of the world (the author of the praise didn't know her friend had mended her ways) who graciously but courageously answered her friend this way:

"I actually don't (_________) anymore. 
I realized a while ago that I like (______) more then is right.
 I idolized (________________) and was convicted about it 
and put (____) away. 
 I felt (_____) isn't Phil 4:8 approved. So be careful."

I am so blessed with a husband who, after weighing the pros and cons from many angles in a situation we have been facing for several years, chose last week and, altho an imperfect situation, his choice was based on what God would have him most responsible for in life: his family/children. My heart is gladdened, although it struggles a bit to know how things will turn out. But I rest in Him, and thank God for a godly husband who cares about his family and takes his responsibilities and a husband and father very seriously.

I am blessed to have read in my journals from the past 5 years, specific prayers and supplications for my children, to see them being brought to positive fruit today. Despite the imperfect mother they have :( . Because of JESUS. My heart is blessed and comforted amidst much sorrow and disappointment.

I am so very blessed for a cozy spot by the fire these days to ponder, pray, read, write, do school with my children, and communicate with my sisters in Christ whom God has given me.  

I praise my Jesus for being a continual living, pulsing Presence in my life, teaching me, guiding me, leading me over rough roads and narrow ways, safely, higher and ever toward the goal of HOME with the Father.

I am so blessed as I think of my sisters in Jesus 
from near and far away...
so many have inspired and encouraged me 
in a very real way this year...
(random order here): 
Rachael, Kia and Trish...
Kristina, Carolyn, Marie, Laura, 
Jenna, Wendy, Heather, Holly,
 Billie, Darla, Minnie, Rhoda, Melanie,
 Sue, Sherri, Sheri, Ruby, Heidi,
 Lisa, the Rachels, Becky, Bettina, 
Christina, Susan, Betty Ann, Mary, 
Misty, the two Ann's in my life, 
Lynette, Judy, Joanna, and many more. 
Yes...I am blessed beyond measure 
Thank you for lifting up my hands when they hung down and strengthening me in God.
 My heart is comforted.



May you have days filled with Thanks Living and may you know the joy of the power of praise. That has been one of my greatest lessons this year: to praise Him in the storm and wilderness, leading to the experience of the power in that act of faith.

Walk by faith and not by sight.
 It's not for the faint of heart.
 It is for those who choose to be brave
 to to lay it all down at His feet
for His glory.
 Because He can take care of us better 
than we can do it!
 Much better.

I will bless the Lord 
at all times;
His praise shall continually be
in my mouth...

(Psalm 34:1)




I Can Trust Jesus...

This quote has grabbed my attention alot. I have had opportunity, just like anyone else in this world, to experience the reality ...